i [also] can't hate you anymore

ok, why am i still mourning a relationship--nick and jessica? this can't be normal. everyday i watch montages that fans have made of the former couple (via youtube.com). and i, as ashamed as i should be admitting this, search google on the latest of the two. ok, i should delete this blog and pretend i'm actually normal, but i need help. well, these folks who actually spend the time creating these montages need more help, right? ah, who am i fooling-

[searches web for "team lachey" shirts]