netflix & crying

i spent my evening crying and watching youtube videos....i dont think netflix had that in mind when they recommended glee to me.

i would like to blame it on pms, but im actually ovulating , which means im very fertile and feelin pretty randy right now. so if my recent ex is reading this, holler (i currently have no interest in discovering new phallus).

im naturally an emotional person, so when tears spout from my eyes, uncontrollably, i embrace them....alone. i watched glee and felt so sad about the tragic death of the actor who played finn, so i started googling interviews of him, then read his last twitter feeds, and cried.  then i listened to their rendition to "pure imagination" and cried some more. after 6 episodes, i had to give that show a rest. not bc of my emotional state, it's just alot of a singing. i know that's the whole point of the show, but i reached my cap.

so then i watched the documentary on muhammed ali and larry holmes fight. i was so sad for ali. it was so clear he was a shell of his former self, showing early signs of parkinson's. but he refused to see what his body was telling him. however, i was still inspired by his persistence. it's what made him the greatest fighter, that audacious spirit. it was an affirmation to see how mind, spirit, AND body have to be in line to be at your best. his spirit and mind were in line. but not his body. so i cried for him...then i replayed the 'pure imagination" track and cried some more.